I Don't Like This

It's not even that I'm hungry as much as I am just craving food. Good food. Good for me foods. Today I "ate" a peach. Really, I bit into it, sucked out the juices and spit out the "meat" into the garbage can. I passed up going out on a date with the Chef to the movies to see Wonder Woman. I knew there would be no escaping the popcorn smell. I couldn't sit there smelling it an not eating it. I wanted that and soda so badly, I think I could handle it.

To keep myself busy, I worked on painting all the high parts of the house. You know, the parts where you need to use the extended ladder. I'm now 70% done with painting. I wanted to get it done before surgery, but that's looking doubtful. Now, I just have to work on getting the house cleaned because in 4 days I leave for Minneapolis. Surgery is in 5 days!!!